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May 22nd, 2009 (01:25 am)
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current location: comfy chair
current mood: worried
current song: Led Zeppelin: Since I've been loving you

 SO I got a new job in the long interval it's been since I've posted here. A job in a call center, It's not a hard job, in fact some of the time I quite enjoy it, the atmosphere is very laid back, and ther is lots of support for issues that are hard to figure out, and most of the work is incredibly simple.

That being said I'm worried I'm going to get fired. I spent 2 hours on the line with a customer tonight trying to arrange for him to exchange something he bought, something I could help him with, but I was talking to someone in another department. This customer had been on the phone with us trying to exchange his product for hours.... like 7 hours. So I was attempting to take "ownership" of that issue by insuring that it gets resolved. I was speaking with this other department for almost an hour, going back and forth between them and the customer. At one point this other department was not answering anything I was saying to them and when they came back I heard someone , not the person I was talking to say "Send me that employee ID".... so now I'm freaking out just slightly about whether or not they're putting some sort of complaint against me because I didn't just conference the customer in, but I wanted to be sure the person I was talking to knew about the whole issue, which was incredibly convoluted, and every time I went back to the customer he had some new information or complaint for me, which I would then have to ask the rep about. I'm so new at this and I don't know if I handled the problem entirely wrong or not. I'm just terrified I'm going to get in trouble about it, especially with the economy the way it is. I'm so lucky to have this job.

GAH. I apologize that I have nothing really interesting to say after so long away, but It's so late when I get off work that there's noone to talk to so this is me venting. Take it or leave it.

Stress and tunes!

April 12th, 2009 (07:13 pm)
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 The past couple of weeks have really been a mixed bag.

I started a new job and have made some new, thoroughly awesome friends. So things are great on that front. Feeling pretty damn fine. 

However my best friend is having major brain surgery this week, so I'm fairly upset about that. She has to have a cavernoma removed from her medula, which is a really dangerous procedure as far as I can tell. If anything were to happen to her I don't know what I'd do, I would say she is the person I am closest with. If i had to choose a platonic life partner to live with forever she would be it. THe thought of potentially losing her scares the bajesus out of me.

HOWEVER the main reason I'm posting is to tell all of you to go to http://grooveshark.com Holy crap. Most awesome site ever. I'm so very impressed. You can stream music, very similar to youtube, but just audio no video. This is what I've been filling my ample spare time with for weeks.


March 27th, 2009 (12:33 am)
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 AN ENTRY!   :-O

Things were pretty damn good. Then they were pretty DAMN good... if not emotionally trying.... then things were BAAAAAAAAAAAAD. 

I seem to be recovering from this so called "Bad". Feeling not nescisarily happy... but blessedly sane. *OMGSIGHOFRELIEF*

YES, yes. After MORE THAN A YEAR of being just a moment from mental breakdown at any time, I can think about upsetting things and finally think to myself " Meh... whatcha gonna do *shrug*" 

Have not felt this free and stable for like.... GOD 4 years?

I'm pretty freakin' jazzed. 

I currently have smile inducing mental images of myself as The Comedian. Maybe it's just an urge to be threatening and smoke a cigar. Yes Perhaps.

JUST so you know. I think I'm going to post a lot more personal journal entries, if only to be able to inventory my stock of newfound sanity. If this disturbs you, feel free to un-friend me.


January 30th, 2009 (11:04 am)

current location: Home
current mood: bouncy
current song: anything by Muse

 Note: Never. EVER. Let your room go for a year without vacuuming.

I fear for what I have created.

"And then he was devoured by a mutant dust bunny!! it was terrible!!"

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January 27th, 2009 (11:26 am)
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Under the cut!Collapse ) 

It's beginning to feel alot like......

December 25th, 2008 (02:44 am)

current location: The nest
current mood: cheerful
current song: ACDC of some desciption

  Merry Christmas to all of my F-list. May your spirits be high and your holidays be full of warmth and joy.

Love you all!

Night of awesome.

December 21st, 2008 (12:01 am)
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current location: The nest
current mood: ecstatic
current song: Pink Floyd- Us and them

 Went to Pink Floyd concert with an awesome friend from work. Had an AMAZING time. He is just TOO endearing.

The concert was amazing too. It was a really really good cover band and they played my FAVORITE song. If this night is all I get for christmas... then Best Christmas Ever. Though it was slightly hampered by how much of a girl I am around this boy. I wish i could speak like a normal human being but I stutter and forget words and I really think he's cool so I wish I could be my normal cucumber-y self with him but it's like my brain gets zapped.  It's annoying and embarasing because I really don't think .that. is ever going to happen. 

 But thinking positive being almost unhealthily happy I have a great new friend and Pink Floyd... a night of epic and most awesome proceedings.


Life update.

December 20th, 2008 (02:01 am)
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current location: The nest
current mood: chipper
current song: Pink Floyd- Another Brick in the Wall Part II

 Hey, Holiday update!

Work is awful and SO so busy.
Life is just great, feeling better than ever.
Met a really nice boy! *crosses fingers*
Got a raise!
My best friend seems to be doing better too.
Going to see Australian Pink Floyd tomorrow night.
Have the busiest saturday of the year off!
TOTALLY don`t know what I ever saw in the old boy. This may change but I think this is the best I`ve been for a VERY long time.

Everything is hunky Dory

Happy Holidays to all of you.
Love you guys!

Snagged from ms_scarletibis 84/100

December 20th, 2008 (12:56 am)

current mood: chipper

This is the list of the top 100 grossing movies of all time. Bold what you"ve seen.Collapse )

Hop skip and a jump from disaster

December 6th, 2008 (12:15 am)

current location: Hooked up by iv to the news
current mood: Livid
current song: The Sounds- Painted by numbers

Political upheaval in Canada. I want to move to Obama-Land. :'(


There are some VERY nasty propaganda being spewed by the government up here, which have been the main part of CNN's coverage, so I hope this is a little less partisan.


November 2nd, 2008 (11:14 am)
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current location: home
current mood: morose

I don't understand why after 9 almost 10 months I can't wake up in the morning and go through my day happily. I can't remember having a happy day. I feel like the longer I pretend that I'm doing ok the less ok am, but i don't know if I'll everbe ok again.

I feel as though I've lost all of my best friends, and that I'm left with serveral people who I have to force myself to spend time with. I want someone to love me again but I don't think I could ever love them back.

It feels almost as though I'm stuck in a tire swing and I have noone to help pull me out.

Ghosts and goblins and black cats, OH MY!

October 31st, 2008 (11:26 am)

current location: IN the kitchen with the wrench
current mood: accomplished
current song: Coldplay- Violet hill

Wishing all of my beloved LJ friends Happy Samhain/Halloween.

Now go eat candy till you puke. <3

Scads of memes. kinda sorta stolen from Hollydb

October 28th, 2008 (02:58 pm)


October 14th, 2008 (11:42 pm)

current location: Home...for now
current mood: Apprehensive
current song: CBC

Some of you may not know it considering the American Election is looming close. But today Canada Elects a new government.

I just want to offer that if Canada elects a majority conservative government and Mccain/Palin are elected in the US.... Who will flee to europe with me? Eh? :D


Conservative minority with 142 of 308 seats. My party( the New Democratic Party) picked up atleast 7 seats now holding 37seats. 77 liberal seats, 50 Quebec separist seats and 2 independants. A bigger conservative presence which is bad, but not a majority... which is very good.


September 24th, 2008 (01:59 am)

After hollydb  wrote a christmas fic last year that was a crossover buffy and west wing I decided that if someone as cool as her was into The west wing then it was worth a look. Today I bougth season one in good faith and I am IN LOVE with it. 

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